i feel:
awful, frustrated, upset, happy, good, satisfied,
craving, lust, thirst, pain, anguish, numb.

I'm starting to upload and take pictures again,
so stick around & look at 'em all,
please and thank you! <3

i finally have a camera and finally things are going good for me.
expect more new stuff soon! <3

i really wish i had a camera.
i blew all my money on clothes
and now i have nothing to take pictures with.
plus, while i was in vancouver staying at the
fairmont hotel vancouver or whatever it's called,
the view was amazing and i saw some great shots.
i didn't even bring my polaroid.
i'm a retard, i know. i haven't posted pictures in forever, either!
i'm seriously going through withdrawl.
my summer's sucked without pictures.

you know how i wanted to save up some extra money and buy a new cellphone? well, there's no need to do that anymore considering my dad just bought both himself and i a new phone. i'm pretty happy about that. now any other money i get can go towards my phone. i'm still not sure which i should get, however - nikon D40 or the canon S3 IS? if you have any information on either camera that will help my decision please, please, PLEASE! comment, it will be greatly appreciated. anyway, the store we got my dad's phone at was sold out of the one i want, so they ordered it in and it should be there on tuesday. i am very, very ecstatic about it and today just made my week.